不要为别人改变自己

Actually, I do not have anything to write here, just suddenly have the surge to write something after so long. My mind was completely blank even to this point.

I don't think it's a revelation but, I'm a low self-esteem person.

Maybe my outward "performance" may make you think otherwise,

But from psychology perspective, these things are to protect my insecurities.

I guess for person reading this will already know all this.

I'm arrogant, low self-esteem, self-centered bastard.

你们都比我好，可是你们都觉得我比较好。

I guess there's no comparing in anyway.

Comparison will ever settle only mathematically,

Don't you ever think of comparing anything else, because there's no fair assumptions even in the Maths. You have to assume something's constant, it's not gonna happen.

I know I know, what I say now is contrast to what I just said.

But that's the whole point of bringing that up.

"把自己的目标设好,努力向前,不断地努力.就会得到成果. ...吗？

我是觉得，只要是自己喜欢的事，没努力都会有动力，不要为别人改变自己.

不喜欢的事，就算成功也是逼出来的,不会快乐."

Saw this on my friend's blog, Italics are original words others are my response to that,

Though not entirely disagree with that, but considering her sister's way of doing it,

It's a bit overdoing it, though I respect her for what she did for the family.

Of course, both of these are our OWN perspectives,

为别人改变自己,你不累吗？

Ah, I guess I did it again, so self-willingly, commenting on someone else's way again,

I'm really a bastard huh?

To arm against insecurities, bash other's thoughts to make own all high and mighty,

最悪、最低の人ですね？

全部の思い、苦しい...