Rage & Curiosity

Think I'm gone for good huh?
That's usually when I wrote something before I vanishes again (note the present tense).
Well, What do you know? Surprise Surprise.

Now that I'm finally get going and all that,
There's this one thing bothering me,
These generic questions.
I think I made it into a solid point in the last post,
Everything should be done in moderation,
Even your intention is good, or may not,
Or you probably just bored and try to start a conversation by saying something utterly,sorry for the word, stupid.
Come on guys, why would you ask something you already know or expected the answer already?
Still not clear enough? I'll give you a hint:" How's work?".
This question is just as ridicule as "How you doing today?".
I mean, what do you expect? What are your expected answers?
"Oh it's really good," that's a lie, I'm not a hypocrite,
"Man, it sucks," deal with it, that's why it's called work,
"So-so," yeah... that's the answer most people want isn't it?
But the conversation would probably freezed up because if the guy answered so-so will make it a little bit awkward.
"It's fun like being round-house kicked in the face everyday!"
I doubt any saint person will mumble something like that.
So I'm just curious, the people that'll or already asked these kind of question.
What do you want actually? Start a conversation with this idiotic-one-tracked-mind question?
And no, I don't like answering these questions,it actually invoke rage out of me,
Rage of the variety of "DON'T YOU HAVE SOMETHING BETTER TO SAY?"
Seriously, stop asking me these question,
Work is just work, for your information, I don't feel good or bad particularly,
So yeah, did that answered your question?
Or at least some certain people (Assuming they do read here) will know why I kept quiet when they asked about this.

Sigh*, rage aside,
It seems it doesn't matter how much I sleep,
I got tired either way, no matter the quantity.
But most of the time I restrait myself from going to bed any later than 11pm.
Like ignoring MSN messages, (Sorry Fleo, Raymond, or someone that ignored by me.)
Because well, I know I sure LOVES to sleep.
But when I wake up everyday somehow, I feel so tired.
Could it be my sleeping habits?
I have a tendancy to think before I can truly fall asleep.
Yeah, most of them is actually involved role-playing. (Time to write a novel. Bunch of stories stacking up in these thoughts.)
They say you should have a calm mind to have a quality sleep.
Hmm, quality is always over quantity, so maybe yeah,
Not exactly an case of insomnia like some of you may thought,
Like I said I LOVES sleeping, hell, a nap for me can take up to 3hours+,
Time when waking up?
Every time right before dinner, talk about psychic to predict when the dinner will be served.
Since my room is crawling full of electronic gadgets too, maybe the uh, electronic waves matters too?
Well as any young adults (if I can say so myself), my life would rarely leave a single moment out of these things,
Maybe it's just what they say "Technology are advancing, but willpower of people really are declining."
And it doesn't help when my job is facing the computer all the time, electronic waves from collegues too, anyone?
Also kudos to my own "Personal Clock" (I think Microsoft gonna sue someone),
I tends to wake up (only by half maybe, if you know what I mean) 1hours or some minutes left before the alarm ring time.
I usually try to sleep back, because I'm half awake and not bother to look at the time anyway,
Then tends to fall asleep only right before the alarm rings, so yeah...
Well I kinda know from the start my horoscope should be sloth, (Horse? WRONG)
But you can't really sleep on your office table right? Not that I don't do it in school or college before though...
Well now the money go sideways so it's... different.
Ironically speaking, I'm still typing this though I'm actually still in my business hour.
But well, Just feel like this is the only chance that I'll actually sit down and type something,
Don't expect me to sit in front my computer AGAIN after the office hour.

I noticed that some of my friends, bloggers too,
Tends to delete post that they wrote already.
Even you find it offensive after your rage, isn't that just cheating? To yourself, that is.
Even in my rage, I still rant about it in a post, and I never delete them.
If they/he/she made you all the rage, and that rage would eventually make you post a post about them,
Why hide it away? Why not just round-house kick them in the face?
Well, just an opinion, I know friendship is still important,
But seriously? Friendship like that? Hiding and stuff? M'kay.
Another curious issue is,why my comments are always being removed?
You know, it's kinda depressing...

And I still have not got that cake.