Love & Hate

Now they wanna check whether if someone is browsing the internet in office hour,
I just thought, whether is it because of me? *laugh*
But well, I suppose at least read or write something is better than go Facebook is it?
(Finding dozen of reasons to cover up the fact that I slack off, read some wiki article and writing some blog on office hour.)
(Put your reasons here)
Yeah...I could probably stop this, but well, when you have nothing to do it's a kick,
I mean come on, just an hour after lunch break I pretty much done everything she told me to do,
I missed these data entry days, now following up payments is such a pain in the rear end.

Oh, did I just went into rant rant mode?
Hmm, maybe I should consider change the title of this blog into a rant blog, how does that sounds?
Even things like crap and rear end can published as a blog name
And actually got famous (I'm not looking or referring to you, in case you asked.),
So yeah, but I suppose it's pretty much everyone do in the Internet now... or maybe not.
Well, blog should be something for yourself, at least the definition for me is this,
Trying to get awards or attentions, is just not me, (Another reason to not write something epic.)
So yeah, I'll just write whatever I want, I should made this very clear ALREADY,
So you will probably start thinking that, "How old is this guy anyway?"
I just think that, whatever you do, do it for yourself.
It is true, that we can't live by our own all the time,
But we can't live for others forever, selfish or not, you're not them, they're not you.
Well, there are stubborn ones after all, maybe me myself is a stubborn one,
Like Facebook, yeah, I don't even have an account.
I'm quite a blasphemer, maybe for some person, no Facebook in this day and age?
Then I would say it to their face, What so fun about Facebook?
Retarded video? Identical games that gets old overtime? Suuuure... go ahead.
I'm not really Facebook hater but, kept getting answers like that,
From certain someone (Names were concealed to protect the innocent.).
Sure, get some new friends OVER the net, why don't you just go get some new and real friends?
Anyway, I think I'm going way far beyond the point at the first place.
This shouldn't be Facebook bashing post, maybe I'll stop right here.
My point is, well, it is really hard to persuade me something that I'm not really interested at all,
Just ask my friend, how many 'No' have proven his attempts to be fails?
Maybe I'm pretty much what they called a dick? Who knows, maybe I'm really am?
I have some tendency to well, just rub it on his face, just because he suggest something to me,
And ignorant for something that he recommended,
Okay, I'll admit, I'm a prick on a sandwich, with dick on top, with a side serving of shit.
Wait, I'm doing it wrong.


Moving right along, I could get used to this working environment after all.
Well you see, I need really long time to get along with people,
Seriously long, I not that anti-social but then, I wonder why?
I'll kinda nervous when something unexpected happens,
I guess that's why I can't easily get in conversations among other people,
Especially women, man, they are expert in talking, serious.
So yeah, makes you wonder how I got those girls in the past,
Huh, weird, are those even normal relationship?
Now I'm starting to doubt that, maybe I'm just imagining all by myself,
Maybe they don't see me in the same way I look at them?
I just think maybe, no one ever loved me before,
So I'm just a pathetic lifeless person that just trying to show off, am I?
Just got me thinking, since I brought that up,
Is love really love now?
Seeing how people suffer, how they broke up and made anew,
Is love really that cheap?
I mean, even you say that the older generation is just, well, simpler mind than we do now,
So they can last very long period of time.
And maybe you can say that because of love you must endure some of the shortcoming of your partner,
Are you really sure you are not making love into a obligation?
You know, something you must do and all, but is Love really all that?
Something to wank your hormones off?
Is it really like how overrated it is?
Oh don't worry, the above is probably just gibberish, you don't have to understand and all.
Well, I just type whatever on my mind, without rephrasing or whatever,
So it could be a bunch of nonsense.

... I guess this is not long enough,
But whatever.





Are there no one who read the previous one?