Record breaker

I guess writing isn't for charity, so writing only because I feel like it is fine.
I guess I'm making a record here, 2 months without blogging,
Though I have a record of having 4 years perhaps of abandoning a blog.
Well, let's challenge a 3 months straight shall we?

For this piece of pixel probably abandoned by all already for my inactivity,
Maybe I should take things a bit extreme,
Not like anyone would read and take it seriously anyway,
Or maybe they do, I don't care either way.
I'm starting to feel like, why the fuck they entrust things to me.
Even in a conversation, if I kept my silence they would all be silence as well,
That probably makes my college friend better as they seem to have endless resources of water to boot, you know the one.
But like, I'm quiet means that I'm mad and stuff?
So what am I, a lunatic hyperactive kid that just can't get down for a second?
A lot have changed, you don't know me, and I don't know you, simple and clean.
So basically, I am a filler, yes?
I don't question my place like some angry teenagers,
But seriously, what do you want from me?
I'm not the leader of the pack, I'm definitely not the head of a herd, if so I would have to take in all the female in the... never mind.
I know what you are planning okay?
You just waiting for me to initiate everything, it grew weary already.
And then when I'm trying to do something or start something,
There's the cue for the silent treatment.
Yes, I can take it, I won't just come over and rip everything off for nothing.
Not like I have anything to lose anymore,
So I'll be frank, I'm fucking hate doing this. Period.

Now that's a relieve, I guess the one that I mentioned, or the one thought ME mentioned them would have leave here for now,
or they really a masochist that love the beating, just like me,
or they can take it that will probably forgot about it the next morning, just like me.
Don't really care for whatever people that are still reading anyway,
Probably it is not of anything importance,
This blog is created to rant and screw things anyway,
So the people who find this offensive should have never follow or read this piece of pixel at the first place... I guess I said too much again, you can totally skip this paraphrase you know.
Or maybe you can stop reading now, it burns.
Where was I? Ah, ranting... that's all I do anyway isn't it?

Well, it happens suddenly. So this post was on hold for some times now.
My friend got into an accident, I mean friends,
Both of them are injured and the car's totaled pretty badly, the car is beyond repair.
I can't judge who's wrong and stuff, after all, hey, it's an accident,
If everyone know what's gonna happens next the world's peace.
Luckily both of them are only injured, not big deal there, I hope.
But seriously, they go blaming themselves too much,
Both claimed to be the core of that accident, I mean come on,
You guy's statement is not that strong to support yourselves either.
If your *statements* can be admitted, then I'm responsible too.
I said everyone will have at least once accident in their probability license to the driver.
That makes me responsible too? Nah, you guys just overreacted.
And don't worry, I drive pretty slow nowadays, and I don't want more paranoid people to sit in my car, not after what my mums did, seriously, one whole week already and still having lunch at home? Maybe I already became a hikikomori, now where's my blanket?

I'm having abnormalities in my bio clock, no big deal since I mentioned to some of those friends and families. I now seem to see a pattern already though.
It seems now my clock is set to have evening to be the sleeping hours, you know, where you normally sleep at night? Just imagine shifting it to evening.
Now if I sleep at midnight, my clock takes it as a nap, so I would wake up after 2-4hours.
So I would wake up at 4-8am everyday.
Example: I slept at almost 7am this morning, and woke up 9am sharp.
Hurray for my accurate bio clock, well, not ordinary wise.
I guess it's because I always slept too much in the evening,
Can't really blame me, evening is extremely boring as there's nothing to do.
But maybe you can, I usually sleep until it's time for dinner, even if I *nap* at 2pm, at least it was a nap, I would try today to nap only now, 5.32pm in my computer. So I think if I wanna catch warm dinner I better go now.

Expect another entry in 3 more months?