Monday, November 23, 2009

Day and Night

Nobody's leaving a comment for my last post,
Sad sad...
I thought I made it quite direct and easy to understand? *laugh*
Well it doesn't matters anyway,
Writing them poems are only way to relive my waving emotions, or what's really on my mind,
Just like the purpose of this blog.

I felt very left out today, but what do you expect for going out with a rather large group?
Today was, maybe I should say yesterday because it's gonna be 12 by the time I finish writing this entry but what the hell, where was I?
Oh yes, yesterday was my friend's birthday, Happy Birthday Kar Meang!
Because it's a large group, sometimes they talked in groups, and seems that I can't really mix well in the conversation they are having, maybe, I should really register for a Face book account?
But social networks, I wonder what wonders do it offers that make all so addictive to it?
I don't think the so called 'reasons' to join Face book is acceptable,
For example, flash games, They say it is fun, but I saw some and it is all very generic.
Well I guess I'm just having bias on these networks?
I also don't know why I hate these things, maybe because I'm not, 'sociable'? *laugh*

But when it's night, I can talk and talk with my secondary friends even in not face to face contact,
just via msn we can talked for hours, compared to people face to face?
Maybe, as I thought, the only ones that I can open my heart to is, only them?
I talked many things with one of them, my secondary school friends,
We can basically talked about anything, how often you got a friend that,
Can talk about anything to your hearts content, without restriction?
You don't need fake your feelings, you don't need to think pretty words for them,
You can just talk your lungs out, without decorating your words with hypocritical words?

Peace out.

7 comments:

星夜 said...

Just wonder... recently so many people birthday.
Well... everybody has their own place to release their mind.
What I can say is released your true heart whenever you need someone else to listen, to talk with.

Cheeky Insanity said...

Showing your true heart is another thing,
But can you really find someone that actually listen to them?
Yeah, these birthday spree made me broke.

星夜 said...

But you have it now, right? Those will actually listen to you. So please take them previous, that is hard to have someone like them.
I have been always thinking about it, whenever you wanted to know about somebody, you should let them know about youself, right?

XinXin said...

how come what KJ should tell YH now terbalik edi? @@"
it's good to having a friend that can listen everything from one, or sometimes called "rubbish bin"? one of my secondary friend here but is not in our gang, she always take me as rubbish bin but i don't like to. Cz she alwayz says her problem and throw all the responsibility to others, even me. I'm kinda crazy bcause of her these days, emo-ing. Orz
Sometimes think to talk with u guys but later not, wierd i think, but at last is staying a few steps from the problem maker. =P

FT9 said...

juz rmb...
wat u told me...
when i told u a similar prob...
u...urself odi hv de answer...
juz...u din realize...
well....open up ur heart...n accept them lor...
^^

Cheeky Insanity said...

Yeah, well,
Firstly I would like to say thank you, to all of you,
You are my joy. =)
Secondly, I always put you guys on top of everything, remember how I skip things just to hang out with you guys?
Thirdly, there are a few friends in college actually that I enjoy being with, but just a few.
@昕昕
Rubbish bin is not a concept of friend, she/he's are just using you. Well, you can talk to us about anything anyway. We have open arms. =)
@Fleo
Thanks for the recap, but well, maybe I'm comparing them and you guys too much.
@YH
Well you know me, I normally wont express myself, or maybe I should say, I don't know how to.
And don't worry, I will hang on the every single glimpse of light,
Even it's an illusion.

jy said...

aiya,sry for no visit ur blog~start now i will visit de XD
keep update and i will keep visit XD