Midnight Sonata

Ha, this update is quite unexpected, eh?

It's 5.27am when I'm writing this entry,
Hmm, it's not like I can't sleep or anything.
I just don't feel like sleeping at the moment, maybe too much gaming?
Well now that I got the mood to write,
I might as well writing down what I'm thinking at the moment for now.

I went out with my friends at Saturday,
Well, it's a basic routine of eating, chatting, and playing,
But I feel like never gonna get bored of this.
Maybe the main attraction of this trip is not the activities,
It's friends that I prosper.
How long we have been doing this?
Beats me, but it's like every weekends if one of my friends come back from Kampar,
We will definitely go for something together.
My first time eating Carls Jr. by the way,
My impression of it is high since two of my friends kept talking uh, how great it is,
I tried and think well, it live up to my expectation,
The foods are nice, and the portion is better than McD, A LOT. (In your face, Serge.)
I would like to eat it again, anyone wants to accompany me? *drools*

Saw one of my sister's old posts,
I feel like she's telling the truth,
Living in a smaller house is better than living in isolation,
When we have a smaller house,
We, at least our parents and my sister and I, will always at the living room,
Even just watching TV together, or just having fruits together.
But now that we have our own spaces, myself got a room for myself,
These scenes became extremely nostalgic,
I wonder, since we moved here,
How many times do we actually all sit down together in the living room?
You will say, " How many people wish to have a house as big as you are,"
I will tell them, " If I can exchange my precious time with my family, I can give you anything,"
Family means a lot to me, but it seems they do not understand what I feel.
They only spoil us and think it's good for us,
That is fine but, hey, why don't you guys give us some time, so we can spend them together?
This reminds me too, we have no family days for way too long.
I wish the question of, " Are we breaking apart?" will never surface in my mind,
But if it isn't, we are surely drifting away, each to our owns ground,
Setting an unseen fort that just build of nothing but emptiness.
Do families do that?

Well, I'm not really in the place to talk,
I would always stick to my room and playing games,
But you can't blame me, I am never into TV programs,
I can't sit down for too long, I will get bored very easily.
Well, maybe its all just reasons to you,
But I can tell you this, I am trying,
Every midnight I went down for supper routinely,
But I'm not really hungry actually,
Just thought to go down to breath some fresh airs,
Being in a my room too long I will have this, self pity feelings,
I feels like I'm completely isolated,
Loneliness, seems to be the magic word, I hate to be alone.

It's 6am when I'm writing this sentence, I think I should go to bed now,
I will try update again ASAP =)

Peace out.